pictures below are just only a few of the ones that i uploaded for the recent puting i had with the girls.
and thanks a lot Neopet for reminding me about the WALL THING. i can't believe it that you actually post it in your blog. it's so embarassing okaaaaaaay?
HAHAHAH! LOL :D
& Maria was like super crazy, walking and dancing to that song, Bounce. haiyo! crazy, and i meant. what's another better term of vocab for crazy, INSANE.
and true, but not true or not, i am obsessed with that sales guy. Maria knows which one.
LOL. stupid idiot guy make me smile smile only!
actually, the thing that happen is, we went in to NUM shop, and so i was in my ownself, not knowing and caring who is behind me or whatever is happening on that spot lor lor lor.
i thought i could always sense what's going to happen, but suddenly, a shocking icy feeling just went up my spine and this sales guy was saying, " Hi, welcome. May i help you?" and as per normal, my reaction will be, melatar with the very innnocent face. STUPIDITY. and that guy, i don't know, malay or chinese or mixed, or tanned skin, SMILES BACK. aiyoooo! makes my heart flutter and also skip double beats. LOL.
AND when leaving the shop, he said, " Thank you, goodbye. please come again." behind me again. alermaks! my reaction was, smiles widely glance at him and said, " Thanks."
it's been a long time since everything gets back again like how it used to be when i was single and now i am. almost every bit is starting to piece once more. goodness! i love this life. well yeah, it really isn't the right time to be too serious in a relationship or even being in one.
i trust my brother could help me once he's in NS by letting me know more and more people. you know, i know, my brother know. LOL. oh, can i say, i put the task of finding "the one" to my brother? he knows i am not that dumb anymore. right abang? i know you will be reading this la eh. oh and btw, get me those NUM sales guy, cause they are like BEAUTIFUL WITH THEIR MASCULINE BODY SHAPE, TANNED SKIN, HANDSOME AND SMART. cause i heard that one of my broher's friend is working at a NUM outlet, and he is, smart, beautiful and etc.
why am i talking about NUM sales guys? but it's okay to talk about it while you can and no one is ever gonna get jealous if you define the term NUM SALES GUY. oh, one more week till the end of fasting month. i'm gonna try my luck again this year, to see whether i can get the Lailatul QaDar. eh eh eh, i so good already? never mind, if this year still cannot get, next year also have.
Lailatul QaDar is the day i'm really looking forward too as, well yeah, your sins will be forgiven.
and shall i say, it is much more better than a 1000months. KHALIDAH, jiayou! don't give up.
you've thrown away smoking, drinking and whatever those bad doings, and you're standing up once more to be given a chance to show that you can be what you wanna be and that Allah will always guide you in every way he can. i must admit, i'm beginning to throw away a lot of things in my life that has ruined me. well, let's hope i won't ever create such BAD SINS.
relationships can wait. religion can never be wait but must forever in our life be in us and to be done. i'm hoping that i'll complete my fast fully, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, physically.
halal and haram was thought. but i misused it in a way that i thought was daring enough.
i'm mending the bridge that has once collapsed, and now being built again will new changes.
may Allah guide me in every ways he can and that he will lead me to a better life oppurtunity.
i may be bad, but deep down, i still have the goodness.
the painful abortion is now over and now shall never be returned or done again.
