HELLO :D
at this point of time , for goodness sake .
I'M STILL NOT IN MY BED WITH MY POOOOHHHHH . !
amazing huh .
and guess what . ?
mother&father are asleep .
and even my brother .
so , that gives me the oppurtunity t use this freeaking computer till whatever time i want .
FFFFFUUUUUUUUNNNNNNN . !
well , anyway , the 3 days conflict are over .
dearest and me finally gave in .
and yeah , i'm understanding him much more better now aites .
well , actually , the past few days
hairul and me have not been contacting each other very often .
he's busy with work , and i'm busy with my family .
and that loneliness seems t develop within us .
i felt like the attention is no longer there .
or should i say BOTH of us .
so , we talk over things just now .
i cried and he cried .
we both cried .
and yeah , we talked over everything , and things are as per normal .
i guess , i can't bare t lose him either way .
i promised you i won't leave you . and i won't do it again .
i know , you let me have guy friends , but in your heart , i know ,
you still feel a bit insecured .
i will tell you every of my guy friends okay daddy .
you're afraid that things might happen just again .
i won't let it happen okay .
and yes dearest , i'm taking care of you the way you took care for me .
after hearing the truth form you about
our past , i thought you might not need me again .
but then , i've finally realised , it's you whom i'm clinging on to all these while .
dearest , don't le me go .
promise me . ?
