AKID OHH AKID :D
sorry for not contacting you today .
went out to Geylang with parents and cousins ((:
and akid , sorry for not telling you the truth .
you wanted to know so much what my pm is referring to .
here goes .
to FATIN .
paperh uhr gurl .
sukerh ati kao otey . ?
no offence uhr tpie kao blum knal saperh hairul uhr k .
koa ingt dyer soft - spoken .
sorry t say this uhr , tpie , saperh yg lbih knal dyer k .
7months 8 days uhr .
bukan nak riuh riuh kan uhr , tpie pkir sndri uhr .
and p blang kao peh twin ,bahaserh tu kasi cantikkn ley tk . ?
sukerh ati twin kao perh skrg nk panggil aku ANJING .
klao aku panggil dyer sundal as what hairul treat aku , pkir dyer sukerh perh skrg . ?
paperh k girl .
bkn nk uat taek uhr ngn kao , tpie , p cermin dirie kao sblum aku uhr .
to HAIRUL .
k fine uhr .
ku mmg tkderh hak nak masok campor urusan kao .
tpie , kao sndri dahr tawu aku saperh kn . ?
aku nyerh bboal kasar , tpie i dont mean the negative things kan . ?
so perh hal fatin nk heboh heboh kan . ?
and i know , all these while , kao dahr uat ku mcm kao peh anak patong .
i know lahr k .
tpie please lahr ekh .
aku stead nan kao , cukup aku nanges k .
skrg , aku type out nie post pon , aku nanges lagie .
braperh bnyk kalie aku nk nanges utk kao nie .
tk cukup lagie kao dahr uat aku menderita . ?
dahr puas lepaskan nafsu pat aku . ?
i know i'm a doll to you .
smpai FATIN peh twin panggil aku anjing .
pas tu nk ckp perh , trslahr ckp .
walaopon kao dahr hilangkn harga dan maruah dirie aku , ttap aku aderh idop .
ttap aku menangis bilerh di panggil cam gitu .
cukup kao uat pat aku .
pkir lik uhr tyme kiterh stead .
aku nk uat kwan ngn laki , stakat nk msg , tpie tk umperh kao dahr tk bgie .
kao , masey ley msg walaopon kao tk p umperh .
at least kao ley msg .
aku . ? !
kao kongkong aku , pas tu , uat aku ginie mcm . ?
HAIRUL , ingt tak kao tampar mukerh aku . ?
bilerh kao tampar mukerh aku gitu mcm , kao btol2 dahr uat aku mcm pompoan sundal yg cumerh nk kao nk puaskn nafsu .
aku masey aderh prasaan .
pompoan sundal , prostitute tu smuerh pon aderh prasaan .
aperhtah lagie aku yang kao hilangkn maruah dirie aku . !
aku masey sayangkan kao tawu tak .
tapie , bilerh kao dahr tampar aku , cinta aku trhadap kao , dahr menghilang .
aku dahr tk trdayerh .
cukup aku dihina , cukup aku di jijik .
cukup aku dahr digelarkan ANJING .
skrg , aku tawu , di manerh trletak nyerh tmpat aku .
dan aku ngah menanges lagie utk kao tawu tak .
skrg kao pkir lahr saperh yang bastardkan saperh .
saperh yg uat dirie aku mcm pmpoan tk brgunerh .
kao pkir aperh yg kao dahr uat ngn halang aku pai aku tkderh freedom pai aku nk kenek tipu kao that time .
and kao bleyh go ahead blang fatin aku bastard kan kao .
mcmnerh kao blang aku yang ex kao sblum aku bastard kan kao , mcm gitu lahr aku nk kao blang fatin .
and aku masey menanges .
to WAHID/AKID .
sayang .
i'm really really sorry .
at these point of time , i really need to hug you .
i really need to flow my tears on your shoulder .
but i can't .
we are miles away , and my tears just kept on flowing .
it's just so hard for me to tell you how i feel .
so , i had to find another way to tell you .
wahid , if i can't tell you directly , my blog is where my secrets are .
this is where you'll get to know about my daily life .
wahid , i really need you now .
my tears are flowing , and it's so tiring for me to keep on wiping it myself .
i need you to wipe it away for me .
i really need you at this point of time .
i really really need you . .
i'm wanting you . .
wahid . .
