3 september 2008 .
there's still a barrier for me to be in love .
but Ramadhan is the month , where HE is testing our patience .
patience on whatever we do .
and i'm glad i'm born an islam .
wanna know why . ?
it's cause i'm just so GLAD :D
26 August to 3 September 2008 .
how long has it been . ?
8 days .
yes , it has been one week and one day .
i know it's not a big deal , but hey , i'm glad i'm holding onto my relationship this long .
HAHAS .
in the period of 8 days .
we've alr had our ups and downs .
but , i'm not running away from him nor i'm digusted by him , but ,
the arguments just make our love grow stronger .
no offence though .
i'm just stating the facts .
and yeah , it's 2:15am in the morning , and yet , i'm not asleep .
and it's on the FASTING MONTH ;D
i just can't be on my bed .
idk why .
maybe i want an experince of becoming an owl .
and gosh , wahid is going to kill me if he ever knew that i'm still awake .
well , actually , both of us are having our problems .
he with his dad and me with my family .
well , it's not that his dad doesn't accept our relationship , but there are some personal issues which are meant to be kept for the moment .
and and , GAWD . !
i can't believe i'm being spammed .
like wth . ? !
am i not innocent enough until some people just want to SPAM me .
okay okay .
i admit i'm not that good , but at least , don't spam .
i hate it .
and if you're not happy i've got a new guy , so what's with that . ?
i'm not being wild or something .
i mean , do YOU know what is WILD . ?
and also , for GOD sake . !
why would i act like one SHUQUN student , like what you say , no hope . ?
everyone has hope .
i mean , what's the point for you saying these when you can't even change your own life . ?(i guess.)
and hello , JANGAN CARI KESALAHAN ORANG LAIN .
go and find your own mistakes , then you find other people one .
reflect yourself first before you reflect on others .
i'm being innocent here .
and i know , i'm a selenge .
so , no offence though .
wahid .
CINTA , can our love go farther than this . ?
can we be patience enough . ?
idk .
but i'll have faith that we'll go farther .
i'll pray for it .
