i am a fugitive person okay .
this goes to hairul .
am i so guilty towards you until you ahve to do to me like this ?
what is more problem to you ?
am i not good to you ?
am i that bad ?
i wanna say to you that , if you didn't like that girl , and that girl like you , why must you go out with her ?
you said you wanted to make friends , how about me .
i can't even make friends or meet up with new friends .
is that fair for me .
it was never fair to me hairul .
i've been telling people that i am happy with you , but you make me like a CHEAP girl .
i waited for you , i cried for you .
but i can see that in your eyes , i'm just a bitch who is waiting for a guy to play with .
i have feelings okay !
i'm not an animal !
can't you see me suffering because of you . !
you don't ever know .
all you know is yourself .
i am nothing to you .
i am seriously nothing to you .
and i am letting all go .
i'm not reaching to anywhere .
let me stop and stare to what i've left all these while .
