hello[:
i'm kinda bored you see .
and also , i'm wating for 92443 to miss call me , and i will call him back .
oh gosh .
i'm in love , not with the same person , but with someone else .
and he is super , super nice to me .
he treats me more than i expected .
wel , he is yet older than me , but when it comes to love , does age matters the most .
neyhh . !
okay okay , so i'm actually going to type this out okay .
so , what is so special about you , that i'm beginning to fall for you .
i never know this friendship could go so far .
i never thought we made it this far .
but , you are just so special to me .
i don't know why i cared for you so much .
i don't know why i think of you so much .
i don't know why i love you so much .
i breathe of you .
i think of you .
i eat because of you .
i sleep of you .
i dream of you .
i don't know why this feeling start to grow so deeply .
i never fell in love this bad .
i never wanted it to be this way .
i know i shouldn't be saying this , 'cause i'm still with HIM .
but , i never fell in love this really bad .
HE changes throughout the time , which i didn't expect it to be like this .
but , i didn't know why , you just make me feel so right .
i thought of letting HIM go , but i don't know what to say .
if i were to let him go , i've wasted my months that i had with him .
what is happening to me . ?
is this another game or a test . ?
or is this the real love i've been looking for .
but i'm still young , i still have more oppurtunity .
but , what if you're the one i've been waiting .
what if you really are the one . ?
i don't know what's going on in my mind .
but i know , i want you also .
but how am i gonna explain this to HIM .
should i go with HIM , or be with you . ?
92443 , i really love you .
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