"some things are not worth the pain."
so how has it been? great, unbalanced, gloomy etc. but what do we expect, things happen unexpectedly, and it's all God's will.
today's the 7th, yesterday was the 6th. officially 1 year & 10 months old of my relationship. could barely believe that it's happening. i'm delighted, contented, and this is positively through(despite the arguments that we sometimes might have encountered). but things have been quite okay and going on smoothly. & the aftermath, it's wonderful.
but truth be told, there are things which i've recently known. which i didn't expect it to be.
a past that still matters though i can't fight for it now, but i will.
it's about Hairul & Syaza. y'know whenever they came back even a step in my life, it'll be in havoc, and i'll start to argue with boyf a lot. so, affirmative, this time, no more.
exactly what happened was, i didn't quite actually believed what i heard in terms of first judgment. but then i thought, if i could go through it, why not her. So, eventually, i got to know about Syaza doing some heavy petting in the cinema with Hairul. i mean, my boyf couldnt believe it also, cos no offence, she look superbly decent.
and i even showed Hairul & Syaza photos to my ITE friends. amazingly, they were disgusted. thank you, i need supporters. LOL.
well, lesson learned. never trust a friend or even your boyf all e time. they'll lie.
