every single time you have to this all over again. it hurts okay. i'm declaring it, i don't deserve such treatment. what else you need? we're too busy for each other that we don't even communicate much or even nicely. & then you wanna give me all this kind of shits. wtf sia! this is so not you. sorry if i'm letting out here. but hey, you don't read neither do you care what. yeah i am jealous, 'cause why? eh, last time when i was with you, you got give me nice treatments mehh? i know i was indeed a bitch, but please. did i ever get back at you for whatever you did. you wanna change, but hello! who's the one not starting it. you expect me to start first every single time. i'm not the guy in a relationship. i'm a woman and will forever be. neither will i change my sex or anyth.
i don't wish to go on if you're gonna be this way all the time. if i really could not hold on, imma let you go. right now, i'm preparing myself for that. not being mean or whatsoever, but prepared.
