there goes my baby, and loving you was the greatest gift i've ever had. i love you baby[:
the blog seems a bit rusty despite me being missing all the time. apparently, my blog and facebook won't be private from baby. as eventually, i gave him my password and email for my blog and facebook, which he can log in anytime he wants too. apparently, i don't care. so, SaifulRidzuan Bin Musa, read my blog for all i care. no more secrets away from you.
well, what's there to blog, NOTHING. basically, i have no idea on what to say. it has been mundane all the time. what i do, what i feel, how i do, how i feel. everything is the same. what more else can i say? i'm just very exhausted nowadays. but, have never been tired to be there for baby and always there.
okay, i have nothing to say.
To Saifulridzuan Bin Musa,
i really want you know that i love you. i know i've never been the best. but, we'll be strong and go thru our ups and downs together. i don't know how to hold you, but i wanna keep on holding onto you. you pamper me so much till to the extend of clipping my nails for me. *blushing* the fact that i felt much more lovelier whenever i'm with you.
meeting you makes my heart beats faster. hugging you makes me feel the warmness of your body, that comfort me. laughing with you made me know that you'd be there to share my happiness along with my sadness. gazing into your eyes, letting me see my reflection, makes me feel beautiful and wanting to belong to you only. i don't want to share you with anyone, that my jealousy could engulfed my whole emotions. kissing you, makes me melt so badly that i couldn't resist the temptation of letting your lips go. holding onto you gave me hope. having you gave me life. you and i know that there will be obstacles that we must go through together. it's so hard for me to let go of you. it's even harder to say Goodbye. so don't, and stick with me thru everything. i want you to pamper me, hug me, kiss me, hold me and that everything belongs to you. you know i want and need you, so do you? i love you.
