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& so i started to edit the photo on top by myself. out of boredom, grievance and just unhappy feelings. i hate when the truth comes out much more worst than the lie. when everything that starts out perfectly nice like a blooming flower, in the end it withers, losing it's usual beauty and fragrance. what else could be more hurtful than that right?
i've received no text and calls from you till now. you told me you when out of camp and gone out with your Army peeps. you said you left camp secretly. what else it is to this? lies? i don't know. if it was a lie again, i don't know what else to say. what more to ask, and what more to even approach and confront you about. this feelings sucks the most and that it is never gonna be erase that easily. tomorrow, i'm having the month that i first knew you. but, what have i got in return all these while? should i keep on grieving over what is happening now. i hate it when this kind of feeling starts to cloak me.
somehow, i have got the feeling that you're keeping something away from me. and i don't know about it at all. or should i deliberately say, i have no idea about it(?) should i keep on waiting till you call or text. or should i just don't wait and contact other people that are worth my time. that needs my attention or easier said, want me to be attentive towards them. Boyf, this ain't working at all. i'm prepared for the upcoming worst. i swear.
