it's time to let go.
oh why do i even care what you think about me? does it change a whole lot of what you want to see from me? i don't care if you wanna keep secrets from the clique or whatsoever. i know there ARE things about me that people don't like. but do i even tell the clique why i don't like about you? what i don't like about you? must i? okay fine. i might have told one of 'em, but hey, i don't exaggerate on it. you talk what you think you want to say and you don't care about whatever people feels. and bloody hell! we are a clique! what's there to keep from each other. we've been friends for 4 effing years but yet we still keep about what we don't like about each other? WHAT CRAP IS THIS. at least aisyah tells me what she thinks of me. at least she said it out, and i don't mind. you think i want to entertain your hide-and-seek-thingy-secret-kept-away-from-clique thing? you ask people to be mature in stuffs, but your bitchy kind of attitude is not doing any good at all! you say that if people tell you what you they don't like about you, you can't change. then let me imply to you the same fucking thing! it's the same! what is wrong with you? blah blerh blah blerh blah!
is this what we call we are BFFs? it's not at all la. we keep away from each other things, yet we are in the same clique. it's better that we aren't in it right? i may state this like as though i'm correct, but no i'm not. they are things that i said here are also wrong. correct me if you may! we are 16 or some of us are 17 yet we are acting this way. when is this unbelievably-childish-like-kind-of-attitude going to end? WHATEVER. keep what every fucking shit you think about me and her and tell the rest of the clique. if you say you can't change, than i'll say the same. whether you like it or not that's your issue. so it means me and her are the ones that cannot be trusted and that you are annoyed with our behaviour la? go on. it's your life. and yeah, don't care whatever your friend is doing. don't care whether she wants a lot of guys in her life and treat those guys like shit. you go and correct your situation.
some times, what others say are true. the people who you are most close with are the ones that cannot be trusted. and seriously, that issue is implying on me. thanks Umar for saying that i shoudl forget about it. at least you know la eh how it feels.
