Monday, March 22, 2010

  i miss what the clique used to be. somewhat everyone is busy with their life's and that everyone seems to fade away. i wish that everything is gonna be back how it used to be when we were spending our time during Hari Raya. that's the way it should be. 

i am currently blogging before i start my work. first day of school, didn't get caught with anything. except for fingernails(as per usual). but overall, i had fun during art class. acted as a Filipino. hey, it's nice being a Filipino okaay. no offence though.

so, waited till 6pm until Z texted me first. HAHAH. actually it wasn't even 6pm when he texted, it was earlier. and he texted, "Baby, i've just finished my training, and God! i miss you and it feels like my day is so long. i wonder how can i tolerate not contacting you during school hours."
and so i replied back, "Well you insist on it, and yes i can't help tolerating it either. do you know how it feels like right? i was complaining to my friend about this. but it's for our own good, so yeah."
he replied, "Aites then then(: call me now. i miss you alr.

hehs[: love it love it lovin'it. talked to Z for a while, later calling him again. while talking to him, Alfian texted and how i wish you could read whatever i'm typing now. 'cause i don't want you to put high hopes on me. i don't want you to hate girls because of me. i don't belong to you and can't belong to you. i have someone else. please please please understand me. can you please at least realise that i'm not even entertaining you that much. this is because i don't want too. Oh gosh! open up his heart and let him search for another soul. Amen.

okay, i'm gonna do my work. and yeah, i texted Sya. she is sick. do take care of yourself dear girl. don't stress out too much.