the signs of fading are beginning to pop out, and i really hate this. i don't want it to happen again.
i had enough of games, seriously. it was enough to go thru a time satisfying other people's desire, especially a lover.
i've been thru and down that road. and i really can't bear with it. i don't want this to happen.
God, give me the strength to still move on and never forget AD. i can't bear it. i really can't bear it going away from him. i know he's darn busy, but this is so wrong. it is all getting so surreptitious. the one person that i can't bear to leave is the one i spend the late night talking on the phone with him. but this is getting so worst. here comes another person that trying to obtain my feelings.
i don't want it to happen. let that person be a friend and please let AD stay. Amen.
