1 out of 6months[:
i'm pulling myself back up. i don't know why, but due to hectic works and sleepless nights, i've been very lethargic. i'll get so super sleepy in the mid-afternoons and i can't seem to concentrate in class. this shouldn't be happening. seriously, i have a lot to sacrifice this year in order to achieve my aims. well, for a start, this first dream is to get thru Olevels and and get good results and be in MI. eventually, for this year, my dream is to get to know someone dies. HAHAH. i am baneful, and i know that. Even Mr.Royston Low said that i am cold-blooded. well, initially i am. i don't know why but i just have too. oh, the date which i'll be counting for the death anniversary will be on the 19th February 2010. don't ask me why eh. but the date seems to be very nice. Hehs[: and the next thing i want to achieve or shall i say, to be concluded by this year is to get that fxckstard caught ASAP.
well, i hope all of it will be achieve and accomplish by this year. i'm still counting, and i won't stop. i so love to hear you're dead. and i so love to know that you're not lying to me, whom which is an Atheist. 'cause i hate it when you lie for a death that will never be. so, Khalidah Routh, hold back, count the months, sit tight and keep on breathing. there will always be a time where something will once again be yours and that it will be fulfilled.
Hallelujah peeps! may God be with you aites girl? i wish you could live longer. but i think you can. we'll watch and see your condition yeah? HAHA!