i haven't posted for quite some time. due to irritation and something else.
err, i can believe the pains are coming back, and yes people i need company. mum, dan and bro are always not at home and i spend most my time being isolated.
and mum is beginning to worry as the days and weeks seems to turn faster into months and faster to years, and they could not afford to have me at home, ALONE.
i spend most my days reading or either just watching telly. my mind is as empty most of the time. and at most, it turns out like i'm being held as a hostage at home. this is indeed very uneasy for me. but, in order not to fret, i must indeed endure this.
i'm literally dreading my life right now, but i have to hold on and on and on. my nights have been sleepless, my mornings has been a dread, my afternoons are just boredom. i do every single thing the same day. OH GOD! i'm patiently waiting for the due and waiting that everything is gonna be fine and over quickly and that i will be a different person like now.
i love my parents. i love my bestfriends[aisyah, syu, syaff,aisha, humairah&naeemah] for supporting me and letting me be strong.
these are the people i can cling on too most of the time. and some others. i will have to be strong and i must be.
baba once told me, "Patience is the key to everything, and experiences, no matter bad or good brings more meaning to life."
thanks people for letting me, love myself,believe myself and respect myself. thank you.
