i'm now at school library, using this very effing slow old computer.
but i'm just too good to even complaint about it.
the feeling of tense and unknown seems to trap me.
i don't know why, i don't even understand.
all i know he won't have the same feeling as me.
never could i accept nor could i understand why i had this feelings for you.
i want to run away form reality, but it's just so hard.
at any point of the day, you'll eventually pop out in my mind.
i don't want this and i never want to experience this anymore.
somebody help me?
anybody?
