i don't wish to talk much. my mood swings are up&down.
simply because i don't intend to talk much and i don't wanna care about other people business.
fatigue.unhappy.moody.ominous.depressed.skeptical.
these WERE the feelings that cloaked me for the past few days. and i don't wish to dwell.
first and foremost, HappyBelatedBirthday to Ustad KhairulZaman[:
i don't know how old are you. i think 19 or 20.
but most probably 20 as i've made my calculation[seconds ago].
hope your day was perfect, and yeah. cherish every part of your day.
secondly, i have no hope in passing MYE. i don't care.
'cause i don't wish too. Serene Ng have yet to come class, but eventually, she could not make it.
reason is because she's infected by CHICKEN POX.
i'll be having my Praxis Game Camp tomorrow. i hope my emotions won't affect me VERY BADLY.
My SOVA paper is not out yet. hell i don't wanna know.
i'll be out of class early.
i don't wish to care.
i don't wish to know other things.
i don't wish to find a guy.
i don't wish to fall in love now.
i don't wish to go Religious Class this upcoming Sunday with my parents.
i don't wish to go to school tomorrow.
i don't wish to talk to anyone.
i don't wish to know about what's happening around me.
i don't wish to think whether people want to talk to me or treat me right.
i don't wish to even have any emotions.
i don't wish to think.
i don't wish to taste.
i've had enough. time will know where i'll be and stand.
when you can live forever, what do you live for. My Father.
my pillar of strength, my lover, my soulmate, my punching bag,
my laughing machine, my advisor, my entertainer is My Father.
