HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAO HUI !
hope you live faster and die faster.
and don't forget our conversation last night.
it does cheer me up(:
remember this, NIPPLE, NIPPLE ! HAAAAAHHHH !
LOL !
okay okay. i'm so glad he replied.
i thought he won't reply, yet he reply.
thank you so much for at least giving me some encouragement.
you guys wanna know who? Encik Daryl la. hah !
i gave him an email last night, and was hoping he could at least give me
some encouragement and help find the strength in me.
and once again, thank you.
btw, peeps, no second thoughts okaaaaaayyyy.
i only treat him more like a brother.
today went not that badly.
i'm glad that i still could follow the flow, even though
i felt like the time was crawling.
but, syuqran ya allah. i finally realised everything.
apparently i was chatting with ABDUL WAHID.
here's my words for you.
you think i could believe your words?
pfft! -__-" i don't think i can believe whatever you're saying okay.
no doubt, you are a liar(:
and i'm glad, i wasn't too dumb.
or maybe i was dumb?
hmmmmmmmmm.
and yeah. i will learn to endure on whatever is happening.
helmy has given up on woo-ing me.
but he promised to remain as a faithful friend towards me.
thanks for having faith in me.
though i know, you still have a heart for me.
but, you even know it yourself, i can't and can never fall for you.
ribuan pengampunan di pinta.
and boo-yeah! i was otp with FATHHHHAAAAANNAAAAHHH !
TONAH! i miss you more la idiot.
and yeah, sorry for missing your very important family occasion.
i'm very sorry. forgive me please tonah?
anyway, i really am looking forward to meet you.
i really miss you.
really really really.
outing to be plan?
i do miss him, yes i do.
but what else can i say.
i'm very high in ego. whatever i say, is whatever i say.
i don't know if he misses me.
yet how am i suppose to know?
i really don't wanna think about it.
i'll just follow the days goes by.
how i end up, depends on how everyday ends.
and also, i'm proud to say, i've changed my blogskin.
AT LAST !
i'm happy with it. and i'll just stick with it till i'm bored with it.
but i still prefer the old grudge skin.
i mean, the previous one.
oh well!
i'm ending this post here then.
a big thank you to this people,
Muhammad Daryl Tan.
Lee Yao Hui.
Helmy.
Nur Fathaaaaaannaaaaaahhh!
and of course myself, for having the strength to still move on.
i'm attached or single, i don't even know.
let's just call it , even.
