i'm wishing upon the shooting star , that i could at least hear from you again .
day by day , i'm waiting . till you talk to me again .
i want to know where are you now .
if only i could just have you now , till forever and not leaving you .
hello earth - lings .
current mood is , undescribable .
i'm feeling so tensed up .
feeling unsure with myself .
unwilling to do anything , i'm weak .
i'm missing someone , and i know i can't go any further without him .
currently , i am destroying myself .
cigarettes , beer , drugs and anything i could get my hands on .
my mind is all over .
i'm killing myself .
i just can't move on .
i really can't move on .
where are you now . ?
boy , i'm really missing you .
do you know that .
I KNOW YOU DO .
if only i could just be with you now .
just be with you till even you're suffering .
i don't need your money . i don't need your other things .
i just need you by my side and you loving me , with the fullest of your heart .
i don't need nobody else .
please be my everything .
you're my all you know that .
with you , i am hysterical .
with you , i am in doubts .
with you , i am just me .
every second , every minute , every hour , everyday , must hear your voice .
but , i never get to hear that anymore .
every moment i step out of the house and be somewhere , only one thought comes to me .
will i ever get the chance to bump into you . ?
will i ever have the oppurtunity to see you again . ?
will i catch a glimpse of you . ?
boy , i'm crying everyday because of you .
i just can't bear to hold the tears anymore .
if only you could see me cry .
will i ever get to see you again . ?
will ever kiss you again . ?
will i ever hug you again . ?
i gave you hope in life .
will you give me the strength to still go on , for now . ?
i'm falling apart .
no where to run too .
no where to cry on .
if only you could see me crying and killing myself .
WAHID; i've never swept aside any thoughts of you .
i can't go on anymore .
will you still trust me and give me the strength to hold on . ?
will you give me hope to live , just as i gave to you . ?
i'm missing you .
akiddie; 260808 till now , till then .
