at last , i could hear his voice .
but , here i am waiting for the jovial conversation .
and guess what , he got scrammed out of the house by his father .
so basically , this was what happened last night when i phoned him .
i didn't actually want t talk t him .
but i don't know why , i found the courage and told myself t ring him .
and i did .
i was so delighted that he picked up my call .
it was nice t hear his voice .
but it was so hurting when he vent out his anger t me .
actually , it wasn't that hurting .
i finally gave him the chance t speak out , even though if it's a bit .
i know he was at the urge of crying .
but guys , forever will be guys .
so i let him let it all out .
and , *poke* .
for the first time in my life with him , i didn't rebel t whatever he had t say .
i didn't fought back with him .
and these was all i could say t him ,
"Sayang."
i could only kept going on and call him 'sayang' .
i don't know why .
i just didn't want t hurt him some more .
but oh gosh , how i wish i could offer him more .
how i wish i could cuddle him yesterday .
but i can't .
and guess what , his prepaid is like GONE .
while talking t him yesterday , well , should i say , i tried t console him .
guess what happened .
*blank*
YES YES , the line just cuts off .
*pinch*
i mean , i'm trying t talk t him nicely , trying t have a very pleasantly like
conversation , and all i got was , *blank*
i thought his battery was flat .
so , i called again .
and guess what i heard .
okaay okaay .
i shall type out what the stupid thing voice out .
"Sorry , the hi - card subscriber that you've called , is not available."
FUNNY OR WHAT . ?
i hate it when i hear that line .
ERR . .
*growling*
it's like , it's like .
*sighs*
i seriously don't know what's going t happen t him .
he's out of the house , i can't contact him .
i'm trying t make things better .
erenow , we were like always fighting with each other .
every conversation , we always had t fought .
i want a new chapter between us .
but , when i heard what happen t him .
i'm like , *WHOA*
so , when the line goes , *blank*
i called again .
couldn't reached him .
this was what i did .
grabbed a pillow .
cover my face with it , and cried .
and at the point of time i'm crying , all i could see was ,
AKID'S cute face when he smiled at me .
yeah .
that was the one precious thing that i saw .
HIS FACE .
gosh .
i love him soooooooooo much .
i just wanna meet him .
i just wanna cuddle him .
i just want t be in his arm and resting on his chest .
i just wanna kiss him .
but how . ?
i'm really missing you very badly
WAHID , i need you VERY badly .
darling , i want you here in myarms , so i can hug you again .
i want you t be safe .
i really need you WAHID .
