so , i seriously don't know what t say .
i'm going thru counselling .
and i'm glad that i met Mrs Choo .
well , the best counsellor i've ever had .
i don't know why , but i know and feel that she feels and thinks what i feel and think .
no offence , but i really like talking t her .
i feel contented in a way .
but talking t her may or may not make a difference .
i don't know .
feeling of running away came t my mind .
but , what's the difference . ?
but then , it's better then being at HOME .
where i don't even have the guts t talk t either my brother or my parents .
it's like when i tlk t them , i'll reply t them in a very rude tone .
seriously , i don't feel like talking t them anymore .
it may seem very rude , but seriously , if i can't keep anything private t myself , then i have t do it this way then .
okay okay .
i know , parents have the right t interfere , but not all things right . ? !
common , i'm mean this is such a S H I T .
like wth kan . ? !
but seriously , i don't wanna know things that don't need or never ever enter my life before .
and btw , i seriously LOVE myself okay . ?
so what if my hair is like a box . ?
so what if i have big boobs . ?
why should people comment . ?
i mean , you are commenting it's because you don't love yourself .
what's the point of commenting other people when you yourself can't even comment on yor own body , life , love ad whatsoever .
seriously , i had enough people commenting on me .
so here's what i wanna say .
i don't need people t judge me anymore , 'cause i am me .
but if you still wanna continue , then one day , i'll be the one changing , and you'll be that person that you describe me .
oh well .
as the story goes , you'll bare the consequences .
and yeah, just now dad came into my room .
asking me this .
dad : kau nk tido kul braper . ?
me : ntahr (shrugged shouulders)
dad : kau nk bgn sahur tk . ?
me : ntahr (shrugged shoulders)
a mintue or 2 he enters my room again .
dad : so skrg aku dahr tk bleyh tgur kao , dahr tk bley bboal ngn kao lahr nie . wahh . ! kao nk tunjuk kao pehh kuat lahr . .
me : (silence & staring at computer)
dad : wahh . ! kao btol btol challenge aku ekh . ? kao btol btol brubahr ekh . ?
me : manerh adek adehr nk challenge (still staring at computer)
dad : tk uhr . aku nk tgk aperh kwan kao leyh uat kat aku . since kao nk tunjuk kao pehh kuat kan . . aku nk tgk uhr .
then , he walks out .
i mean , wth .
everything i do , wrong .
everythingis always wrong .
like wth kan . ?
i mean , do something like that , means i'm challenging him . ?
what nonsense man . !
MEREPEK LAHR SEYH . !
