Saturday, September 13, 2008

i'm sick of fighting i tell you . !

I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF FIGHTING AND ARGUEMENTS . !

seriously , if things are just going t go on like this , i've had it .
had enough of arguements .
had enough of fighting .
had enough of debates .
if this is gonna continue also , so be it .
don't ever expect me t turn around again .
i mean i'm used t being the way i am .
so what's the used of forcing . ?
and hell . !
people take ONE STEP AT A TIME t change . !
GET IT . ? !
and bf . !
stop it with everything right . ?
tell me .
you want me t stop it , but how . ?
GET IT . ? !
i know i'm being mean now , but hell , the volcanoe in me is starting t blow up .

to bf . *highlight the whole post*
i mean , you don't wanna fight with me . ?
hell yeah . !
i don't even want it also .
but you gotta think okay .
i'm the MAIN EVENT HERE . !
i'm the one who started all these .
i mean , getting us being separated .
and yeah . !
i am SICK . !
and my condition is WORST . !
i know i won't just tell you straight away . !
but hell . !
i'm used t keep things t myself . !
and and , i've gotten t know you and i've t start t directly tell you everything . !
i know i'm your BELOVED . !
HEY . !
but don't just go bugging thru . !
okay okay .
i shouldn't have say all these , but hello . !
we are so not playing 'tag . ! you're in ! '
err . . ! !
and whatever wahid . !
i'm going t care for you , and you better get your head right . !
'cause i'm getting more and more serious here . !
there' no more that so - called - SWEETY GIRL .
i can be that if you want me t be that .
but , NO . !
BF .
i'm going t care for you now forever , and don't you dare poke your nose and caring for me like as if the world is yours .
WAHID .
get better . !
i mean , don't always be rude , and get rude . !
ARGH . !
whatever okay .
i just had enough .
whatsoever okay BF .
go and enjoy . !




BESTFRIEND .
i miss you .
i miss the memories .
can't i hug you again . ?
ohh .
whatever la .