and so , reality shoke and woke me up .
making me realise everything what ALLAH almighty has done for his people .
fate doesn't lies in our hands .
HE who decides everything .
HE who knows evrything before we do .
there's nothing that can stop him .
what else that we do not appreciate for what HE gives us . ?
i've realise that many things that i have overcome and there are new things that are coming now .
everything that comes and goes that has been brought by HIM is test of patience and strength .
every human that has been brought to this EARTH by HIM , has their own weakness .
but what else can we do to that weakness . ?
is to strenthen it and work on it to overcome that fear or weakness .
people may say we've not change for the better .
judge whatever they want , but ALLAH who sees it and he hears out and feels that we are changing .
no one can cut that chain of connection between you and HIM .
it's you who decides the path to be separated from HIM .
what else does that HE has given us that we don't appreciate .
HE'S creation .
oh , so powerful .
HE'S love .
masya'allah .
but what is it that humans tend to forget and wants to be greater than ALLAH .
astarghfirullahhalazim .
Ya Allah ,
seandainya umat - umat mu melupakan siapa dirinya yang sebenar , berikanlah penunjuk .
berikan penunjuk dan jalan yg lurus dan pulangkan umat - umat mu ke pangkal jalan .
dan seandainya insanmu ini yang bernama Nur Khalidah yang bermakna cahaya yang kekal abadi ini terlalu terpesong jalan , berikanlah insanmu ini penunjuk dan kekuatan .
berikan kekuatuan untuk tabahkan jasad insanmu ini .
andainya kesabaran insanmu ini terpuji , berikannya kekuatun .
hiraukan yang buruk . perbaiki yang sekarang . masa silam janga di tempuhi lagi .
tabahkan lagu hati Nur Khalidah Bte Zainal , YA ALLAH .
