i know i ain't good becoming a lover .
i know i was the mistake .
&& yes , it's hard for me to change .
it's like an addiction .
but , what is it that's in you , that you are wanting from me ??
i have no idea .
who am i to you in your eyes ??
i've laugh , i've smiled , i've cried && many more .
i couldn't express what is my real emotions to you .
idk what is wrong with me or you ??
but , i just couldn't bear one thing .
it's enough for me crying for every guy i love .
enough for me seeing my guys accepting my mistake , && not making me admit to it .
but what is the thing that is so wrong ??
i'm still questioning myself .
but , still i couldn't find the answer .
what is wrong ?? who is wrong ?? why is it wrong ??
idk , but it's just that i knew all this while , i was the problem in our love .
i'm making you to make your own decision .
but like i said , i'm not a good lover .
leave me if you LOVE ME .
i'm a person , who is difficult to express my love towards words .
i sacrifice myself to show you how i feel .
acts of jealousy is always within every love .
but i had enough of crying .
although i don't care what they say , i'm in love with you .
but still , my advice to you is , it's better to let me go .
i know you love me , but it's hard to survive with a person like me .
i'm a problem-maker .
i was never perfect in love .
but , i'm just an experience lover , telling all the people who are experiencing love , to be what they think is right .
i'm not a good lover , but i give positive advice to people , to mantain their love .
to me , someone's else happiness , is a bigger joy than my life .
and in this life , everything is postive , it's only us making the NEGATIVENESS .
&& my love , it's best if you let me go . 'cause i ain't gonna do you any good .
i'm just gonna make you feel the pain .
that's all i could say .
&& i'm just telling you my feelings .
