thursday thursday :(
i don't know why, but it's just that i'm feeling amiss in my life today .
i don't know what , i don't why & i don't know how .
it's just today , i'm feeling a bit empty & emotional .
&& again , i don't know why .
&& for everybody's info , hell , i'm not missing my guy a bit .
i'm just getting bored and sick for always missing him .
it's boredom you know .
you have to miss someone , when you don't even know whether that someone miss you back .
well , yesterday contact with FIRDAUS .
yeah , he's been very close to me now ever since we broke off .
i just felt happier this way .
hell yea i'm missing him yesterday .
maybe i'm feeling some emptiness now 'cause he never contact me .
dude , he always contact me everyday .
like i said last time , he's my sunshine .
i'm so happy with him la lastime , but then , i could not stand with his attitude that the fact the he doesn't want to change , so we broke off the ties .
i'm missing a lot of people , but the person i'm not missing is , of course , my guy .
sighs .
it's pretty bored la always miss him .
he also never contact with me , so why should i give a damn shit on him ??
why do i even have to care for him for he doesn't care for me , i guess .
so , i'm craving for "jolly shandy."
i want to get drunk .
i want to pour out my tears again la kan .
i'm craving for "jolly shandy" sammi darling .
can buy for me one ??
i'm craving for it .
hell , i so wanna get drunk liao .
i'm missing my liquor .
i think from now on i'll crave on to J O L L Y S H A N D Y .
i'm missing that drink . i guess i'm turning emotional 'cause i can't get a craving of that drink .
so , to summarise my post , here is what i'm gonna say :
1. i'm missing F I R D A U S my ex-boyfriend .
2. i'm craving for J O L L Y S H A N D Y .
3. i'm turning more emotional .
4. i'm feeling empty in my love life
&& the most important thing in this summary ,
5. I'M NOT MISSING MY DAMNATION BOYFRIEND .
well , i think 5 points is enough to state out why today i'm not having any feeling .
i guess my feelings are flying off .
i'll end my post here then .
bye .
akuTIGGER.
