hello hello (:
yesterday din't get to blog . .
so , thought of doing it todya la  . .
now having PW lesson  .
fun la can use computer  . .
like hell ya c . .
hmm .
okay let's talk about yesterday  . .
so ,
yesterday .
i make hairul cry  . .
okay , it's all my fault  . .
i always make him feel hurt  . .
i made him CRY  .
i'm so the heartless kan ??
i'm so mean , yarhh   . .
he actually cry in front of me  . .
then , i don't know why i always make him hurt  . .
when he cried , i realise how much important i was t him . .
he really made me a part of his life  . .
so , i didn't know what t say t him  . .
but only hug him  . .
so yesterday i go IMM with anna and him  . .
then , when he wanted to go alr  . .
he didn't want t let me go . .
and i can't believe that his uncle punished him just because i gave him a love bite  . .
like hell . .
so everyday i can only meet him for half an hour after school . .
his uncle la  . .
send him t maths , chinese and english tution . .
arhh !
i'm gonna miss him badly  . .
i really hurt him . .
i'm sorry dear  . .
sayang ku  . .
maafkan lah daku kerana selalu menyakiti hati mu . .
tak dapat ku ingin melafazkan kata-kata cinta kepadamu . .
tapi , sesungguhnya , ku dapat menyayangi mu dengan cara 
ku tersendiri . . 
walau apapun terjadi , ku akan selalu bersama mu . .
tak ingin ku berpisah darimu  . .
tak ingin , dan tak berniat  . .
aku ingin mencintai mu untuk selamanya  . .
maafkan la daku  . .
ku cintakan mu , hairul  . .
<3
 
