i just wonder why i can't express my love to him .
well , i am in fact alr attached ,
but i'm in love with and admire one of the guys that i know .
it's just that , he stated it out to me that he really doesn't like me .
well , maybe he likes some other girls .
well , LOOK AT ME .
am i his type of girl ??
i know i'm not .
'cause i'm very SO-CALLED-WILD .
and he is not gonna like that type of girls . .
he is a more of a different type .
i really don't know what to say to him anymore .
i'm just giving up hope now .
i know he will never be mind . .
and will FOREVER never be part of me .
maybe , just as a friend and like that , he will be .
but , more than that , he will never be .
we jst have one love for everything .
but i'm having two love .
whatever it is la kan . .
it's very WEIRD la kan to be in love who will never be in love with you .
yes , i do love my guy .
but straight to the point , i like someone else .
haiz .
it's super-chaotic la .
sometimes , i find myself too EXPERIENCE with LOVE .
i feel like a LOVE-FREAK .
haiz .
no comments .
he will never be mine .
hati ini masih lagi bercinta .
tapi , perasaan hati ini berarah ke kasih sayang yang lain .
mengapa terjadinya hubungan rapat antara kita ??
mengapa ku mula mencintai mu ,
apabila ku sudah ada yang punya ??
mengapa susah sangat inginku lafazkan kata-kata cinta
terhadap mu ??
hati ini masih keliru walaupun sudah ada yang punya .
hari demi hari , semakin rapat ku bersamamu .
tapi ku tahu , engkau tidak akan menjadi milikku .
kerana engkau sudah melafazkan yang engkau tidak akan menjadi milik ku .
mengapa bertemunya kita berdua ??
alangkah baiknya jika kita berpisah dan tak pernah berjumpa untuk
SELAMANYA . . .
