did i ever intend to say the words ?
no i didn't .
so now i will say it out .
FUCK YOUR ASS BROTHER !!
you are just a son of a bitch .
why must you always make mum cry ?
don't you ever understand the word sympathy ?
i just don't know what's going on in your head .
well , i made the biggest mistake in my life .
i shouldn't type out the broke up thing on my display message .
i think i really made the biggest mistake in my life .
well , i already made that biggest mistake alr .
i just want to say i'm sorry .
i really was in a confusion at that point of time .
well , my ex wanted to patch up with me.
then i like thinking , which i should sacrifice .
intending to sacrifice the current guy .
and went into a state of confusion .
then , i like thought about it seriously .
am i willing to let my guy go ?
so then , i didn't .
i just miss him .
and that's all .
it's like , i just want to tell my guy all that i've wanted to say .
i really want to talk to him everytime .
and be there for him all the time .
not some other person .
and i just want to keep my relationship just low-profile .
i don't even want my own besty to interfere in it .
except for humairah of course .
but there was one conver that i had with hamidah .
in that conver .
she suddenly ask if elfi had a scandal with aisyah .
that also made me go shock and into a state of shock .
it reminds me of one incident that happen .
i shall not say that girl name .
but i knw who it is .
that incident she told me herself .
if you want to know what happen .
just ask me yourself .
it didn't make me cry in front of her .
but i went back home and cry it all out .
that make me learn something .
now i don't want to lose another .
i just want to love him forever .
even though i know that i cannot be by his side all the time .
but i just want to love him .
iLOVEyou
is all i could say now .
