i've been a devil in school nowadays
don't know why
i've been like calling my last time admirer ,
fizrin , FIZA O
haha .
doesn't that sounds nice .
haha .
isn't that called deviling .
okay , i know that .
but at times i felt guilty calling him that .
& i don't know why also feel like that la .
& now i'm trying to get close to this guy from swiss cottage sec .
okay , i don't know how i'm gonna do that .
i just wish i could sit beside him everytime .
this morning was such damn stupid morning .
he miss the bus and it's like fcuk la .
i was like daydreaming .
and then i felt like the bus didn't stop .
then i saw the bus just pass by his bustop .
i was like sighing all the way .
it's like every morning that i everytime saw him but he sits either
opposite or across me .
and it's like i always have to face the side or the bck of him .
and i always saw the full face of a person who i don't want to see .
haiz .
when will be the time comes for me to actually be a close friend or better still
in a relationship with him .
just have to wait till the time comes .
i'm like hoping that he is not in a relationship now .
i just want to have him .
i want him .
but have to wait for the right time .
haiz .
