i saw SNOWY today in the bus .
he is getting cuter everyday .
haiz .
if only i can get him .
haiz .
well , even though i'm in one now ,
i still can't get him .
yes , i'm attach t ELFI .
a 17 yr old guy who i call my lover .
but i don't know la .
i love him but felt like not in a relationship .
we seldom contact .
when he's online then we chat .
i can't even contact him .
he's handphone is lost .
i just want to like talk to him and be like other couples .
just lovely and sweet and can stick with each other thru whatever .
and it's like my MSN display name is like saying 'can i have a break up' .
haiz .
i seriously don't know what i'm thinking .
and that Swiss Cott. Sec guy who i like are beginning to talk to each other again .
we like talk like normal stuff .
if he sees me in the bus , we will just ask how is school and other stuffs .
today saw him .
but didn't get the oppurtunity to talk to him .
we just say hi t each other and then i left the bus and he just throw me a smile .
his smile is so damn cute larh . .
he like getting cuter day by day lia0 .
i think trying t look his best .
but was sad actually la can't talk t him this morning .
so when a bit in a bad mood la .
i just want him by my side every morning lia0 .
he like the greatest thing in my life .
haiz .
if only i could get him and let him be a part of my life .
iLOVEhim lia0 .
soLOVINGhim .
