at lastt,the comp have been repaired ... anywayy,jus came out from the hospital because of mye stupid sickness ... ii was wonderiin,whyy did God save miee at thatt poiint of tyme ... ii shld have diied anywayy iff mye familyy thinkks that iim a burden tuhh them ... Then,whyy duhh ii still survive ..? anywayy,iim siick and tired of surviving in this worldd ... Jus tke mye soul and leave this worldd Idahh ! Btt,n0 matter whatt God will save miie tuhh survive agaiin ... and the storiie goes onn again,and agaiin and agaiin ... when will itt stopp ... i dunn reallie knww ...
anywayy pple,jus wanna sayy,any probs,jus tell miie,iim willin tuhh keep all ur sufferness iin miie and lett the sunshine b on ur side .... ii dont need aniie sunshine on miie cos ii knw thatt u'all out there ar the ones neediin the mstt smiiles ... unlikke miie,it's just a drawn smiile plastered on mye mouth ...yeahh pple.s0 dont b afraiid on what's gonna comiin tuhh eu ...it's realityy ... acceptt itt ya ... anywayy,tuhh all those pple who hav givve a lotts of sunshine,thankk eu so muchh ... and tuhh the pple ii lovve mstt,Kiki and haidah,thankks furr all the joyness and lauughterrs ...
will alwayys b keptt in mye memoriies ...
Heyy kiki,send miie tuhh mye grave one dayy okayy ...
That's all ...
