Friday, October 13, 2006

Hey,can't believe that i am that so stupid that i think those two guys at my class likes me.They only like my bestfriend that is Melissa.I know that i had overreacted but i just want to get their attention but i know, about love i will not suceed as there is not a place for love in my heart.I only deserve love from my family not from a friend.Those guys will come to my place only when there is Melissa.But for me, i know that i won't have it,i will not disturb people occasion of falling in love.One of the guys,Fariz,has already a gal in his life and Zakir eveerybody like him so it is time for me to wake up and forget them.Choices have consequences,i must not rely myself onwanting and waiting them.I know that i must go on.I already made a promise that i will not get amried but to take care of parents until they return to heaven's place :)